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But as the Russian government expanded its crackdown on gay and transgender rights, Kosarevskiy, 40, found it difficult to reconcile his identity as a gay man with public service. The breaking point came when Russian authorities gave him orders to destroy dozens of books, including those deemed ‘propaganda of non-traditional relations’.
‘Don’t ask, don’t tell’
Russia has always been a difficult place to be gay. Although the Soviet-era laws that treated homosexuality as a crime and a mental illness had been abolished in the 1990s, homophobia persisted.
LGBTIQ+ organisations were tolerated, Kosarevskiy says. He was involved in Russia’s LGBT Sport Federation and ran a movie club for queer people and their allies at his library. But the unwritten social code enforced silence about one’s sexual identity. And while he sensed that others suspected he was gay, he conformed to the norm of keeping his personal life private in fear of hostile reactions.
Vladimir Kosarevskiy (left) talks to Moscow Mayor Sergey Sobyanin (right) at the reopening of the Anna Akhmatova smart library after renovation in 2018. Source: Supplied
“At work, for instance, your colleagues might tell personal stories about their families and partners. But you can’t do it. It’s not acceptable,” he told SBS Russian. “You get used to this self-imposed censorship as if that part of your life doesn’t exist.”
By 2015, Kosarevskiy started to realise it was time to choose between his career and his LGBTIQ+ community. The library where he worked had a children’s section, which made Kosarevsky worry about putting himself at risk under the new law. He eventually decided to distance himself from the LGBT Sports Federation to avoid any controversy.
Book purge amid the war
Public service employees like him were obligated to attend state-organised concerts and rallies aimed at boosting public support for the war. Being in a leadership position, Kosarevskiy was responsible for ensuring his team’s attendance but he felt ashamed to participate in propaganda events for the war he opposed.

The Anna Akhmatova smart library was once touted as the most innovative library in Moscow. Source: Supplied / Vladimir Kosarevskiy
During one patriotic concert, he recalls, “I saw a crowd of people, police squads, and I felt so embarrassed and disgusted. Something inside me just turned upside down. I’m against the war. By being there, I felt like I was endorsing the madness with my presence. I turned around and went home.”
Books written by those labelled by ‘foreign agents’ were quietly censored. Book stores and libraries were instructed to remove them from shelves and online catalogues.
Later, a Russian independent media outlet, The Proekt, would reveal that one of Moscow’s top universities, the Higher School of Economics, had also been instructed to purge books and publications referring to same-sex relations. One of the blacklisted books was Summer in a Red Scarf, a Russian bestseller about two teenage boys who fall in love in a Soviet summer camp.

Living in Russia, Kosarevskiy conformed to an unwritten social code that enforced silence about one’s sexual identity. After the Russian government passed the so-called ‘anti-gay propaganda law’, he eventually decided to distance himself from the LGBTIQ+ sports community. Source: Supplied
Kosarevskiy called on fellow librarians to defy the orders. In response, his superiors threatened to fire him. He says he used his connections with paper recycling facilities to provide written proof for his superiors that the books were destroyed. Instead, he hid the books in his office or stashed them in the library’s archives.
“They saw books as a threat that can impact people’s worldviews and thinking. It, of course, increases the value of literature as documents,” he said.
Lera Shvets is a producer at SBS Russian.
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